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Tuesday, November 29, 2005
Why should u care that i'm whining
I'm a whiner
WWWWWWWWHHHHHIIIIIIIIINNNNNNNNNNNEEEEEEEEE...........
Wow.
The storm has passed
Now its the post storm operation: "Damage Control"
How much damage can u keep @ a minimal?
Sometimes u wish u can just grow up
Grow up! Grow up!
But the more u keep wanting 2 grow up, the more u feel so much like a child
Can I finally grow up now?
LIfe doesn't suck.
It's how you see it that sucks.
Living in the shadow of the person tt u r supposed 2 b
Can't tt person step up and come out of the shadow he lives in?
Friends.
Right. One of the most impt word in the world.
It is the simplest yet 2nd most complicated "thing" in the world.
It takes a day to make friends yet it only takes a sec to be destroyed.
They come and go so fast that it's always a blur.
It's pretty obv that everyone has their own problems
But with every problem comes a solution and a hug.
Where is my solution? Where is my hug?
u open the door but the room is empty.
U open another door but it just shuts right back @ u.
Life is unpredictable. Anyone can come and go. Will u live to regret it?
Posted at 01:24 pm by Dhyk
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Sunday, November 27, 2005
To people of the world... When a person blogs.. he/she is
Expressing a thought
Keeping it a secret coz tt's wad blogs are for
Thus no names should b mentioned unless otherwise...
So when i write bout something. Can you please.. [i'm down on my knees] begging u please don't fucking assume i'm tokin bout you.
To siying.. I think u are dearly mistaken. I was never ever toking bout u @ all in my previous entry. I don't know why you think that i m... I don't know how you think that i m... But i'm not. But since u hav told everyone in ur blog that i m.. then i hav nothing to say. I realli hav nothing to say.
Posted at 12:36 am by Dhyk
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Wednesday, November 23, 2005
So fucking pissed and fuck-strated @ the moment
Don't ever mess with me
You wanna play games wit me. Bring it on.
I'll take U on...And I'll take U down
Some peeps once told me tt Carrie And Damien Cook is a bad place
There's sth not too right bout it
And the peeps there are not what they seem
I said, "No! U r kiDDin. Crazy. Everyone's good........."
I take it all back.
Well, @ least I take some of it back
So far i've met all sorts of peeps;
Some who are natrually good, bad, honest, selfish, brilliant, fucked up, great character, attitude prob as if the world owes them a living showing their attitude whenever they feel like.
Everyone is in their own world
And when they are, they tend to forget the people around them
Especially those who truly need them or need a person to tok to
Time. Yeah when will there ever be time?
I took care of u when u wer sick, when u wer down
Even when I was down I attended to u 1st as u wer more impt than me
Now tt the tables hav turned... U couldn't even send a msg to ask how i'm doin?
"We will all bond together and be close"
Yeah I was totally dillusioned to believe tt was gg to happen
It turned out to be the worst possible scenario
You have ppl who once shared your secrets now refuse to tell you a single thing and it's so "In your face"
You oso have peeps who are so hypocritical
I tink I've had it
I'm congratulating U on a gr8 job on making other individuals feeling left out...
Congratuations. Well Done. Good Job. U Deserve it...
U should b awarded "Excellent Friend of the Year Award"
Den after that, U can take YOUR award and go to HELL with it.
I no longer need your sympathy
I no longer need your empathy
i no longer feel your warmth
I no longer feel we are friends
Do not lecture me on how mean or direct or how fierce I am coz I'm already to the brink and I will fuck the next person who fucks with me.
Posted at 12:38 am by Dhyk
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Sunday, November 13, 2005
Pretty much got beyond drunk and wasted on Thursday nite @ DBL O. Just drank 2 much and did some crazy stuff.
I was about to b all moany and whiny and fucked on an entry again. Then it dawned upon me. I've been doin it all wrong.
I just got 2 say this. Being a friend means always being there for that person. You don't wait for the person to come to you if he/she is feelin out of sorts. For if you do, it might just b too late and u may just live to regret it.
If you are gg to b a close fren to someone, this includes being honest and all. One shouldn't be shitty and contradictive to what one believes.
And a friend is not one whom you can riducule and make him/her left out. Though sometimes unintentionally, a simple act such as calling out to people like "_______ i've got sumthng 2 tell you..." den you go to one corner and tok. And u don't just do this once, u do it repeatedly infront of a certain friend. To a friend, you may as well be telling him straight in the face... "I'm not gg to tell you @ all." It makes things worse if that fren was someone you once shared your secrets with.
Sometimes i think its actually a fantistically awesome idea that one should not even mention how "____ is your best friend..." for @ the end of the day. You prob aren't.
Keep secrets to yourself. It's an unsafe world.
Even something as personal as blogging is no longer safe.
Posted at 12:06 am by Dhyk
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Thursday, November 10, 2005
I'm just here 2 say that i'm much better this few days as in. I'm actually feeling more upbeat and happy. Maybe its bcoz of finally venting out my anger on the previous entry.. or mayb its coz i'm working.. or coz of school .. or coz i'm partying more often these last couple of weeks.. or coz i'm balancing spending time wit my frens...
I think its all of it.
Hmmm not much 2 put now.. coz im tired
But just to say.. i'll be having a chalet.. or hope to have a chalet @ the end of the year @ sentosa.. or i dun kn.. nyone interested?
I wanna go Berjaya Lankawi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Dear daughter.. lets make sure we all go Berjaya Langkawi b4 NS hahaha...
Posted at 12:08 am by Dhyk
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Monday, November 07, 2005
Do you want to know what i'm feeling now?
Right now. Right here. This very moment. This very instant.
Today is November 07 2005. It's 2.42 am. Monday.
Well lemme bear it out now.
I'm in a shit hole. A big deep shit hole. I dun fucking giv a fucking damn tt shit happens. Of cuz i know shit happens. So fucking wad?
When shit happens. There are supposed 2 b cleaners to clean the shit up. 1 cleaner cant possibly clean a pile of shit up by oneself. There are supposed 2 b othrs 2 help out.
Fuck the phrase "That's what friends are for." Come on... U mean to tell me friends are actually two headed snakes who like u for 1 day and wish u death on another?
"Don't think 2 much."... "Things will bcome better." Fuck you. Right now.. i realli need u guys so fucking damn fucking much. Wad u wann me to be? Everytime i want 2 find 1 of u 2 vent it out.. i always get rejected whether directly or indirectly.
If u don't think u hav any fuckin time den please don't even bother 2 call me buddy or bro or fren. Realli, i can do without a buddy like you.
Everyone thinks i'm this happy fella who seems to have it all. What you think my problems are small and trival?
Nobody has ny idea how badly drawn out i'm right now. Fuck you. Don't say you do coz u don't. Coz i have told no one bout it coz no one seems 2 care.
Well lemme tell you.. no i'm not alright.
I hate when ppl complain that they hate their lives. They hate their family coz "Oh they are like so strict. They expect me to be home and bla bla bla"...
You have no idea what i go home to everyday. You have no idea what i have lived through the past 18 years of my life.
Well guess what. I give up. I give up on you. I give up on it. I give up on them. And i give up on me. I'm too hurt 2 continue much longer.
The problem is deeper then what all you think it is. SO kindly just fuck off and fucking leave me alone. After all.. that's what you guys are veri good @ doin 2 ppl anyways. U fucking selfish bitches.
Posted at 02:13 am by Dhyk
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Tuesday, November 01, 2005
"If i knew that the last kiss we had, would be the last kiss, and I would never be able to kiss you again. Then, I would have held onto that kiss forever... "
Darren Lim JinWei ©2005
Try imagining this:
I'm standing on a beach, where the sand is clean and the water is clear.
The sky is clear and calm with a little breeze.
The sun is setting behind me.
I stand barefooted with my hands nervously twitching infront of me.
My 3 best friends are standing beside me in line.
Behind me, 100s of people sit, relaxed and poised.
Then arriving in a Bentley, a girl comes out of it.
She sports a tiara and a beautiful dress.
She's beautiful everyday but today, she's beyond beautiful.
She smiles as she walks down the carpet littered with roses.
The paige boy and flower girl throwing flower all over the ground.
We stand together, that girl and me.
We exchanged our own vows.
And finally exchanged the kiss, the sweetest most loving kiss.
For you see, i love this girl in front of me. I always have, and always will.
At night, we'll dance to the music on the beach.
Dancing in the moonlight.
The food is a mix of seafood and sweet temptations.
The champage is seasoned in time.
As i dance with my girl in the middle of the dancefloor to Lifehouse's "You & Me" and Shania Twain's "From This Moment On..."
Then we dump the formals and head straight to our own customerized club
Where we will party with our old frens and people our age.
Ahh yess. wad n imagination. Wad a dream. I wish it will come true.. i'm wishing... hahax.!
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Posted at 04:42 am by Dhyk
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Sunday, October 30, 2005
"If i knew that the last kiss we had, would be the last kiss, and I would never be able to kiss you again. Then, I would have held onto that kiss forever... "
Darren Lim JinWei ©2005
Dear Diary,
I'm here to update my blog.
There. It's updated.
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Posted at 01:55 pm by Dhyk
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Thursday, October 27, 2005
"If i knew that the last kiss we had, would be the last kiss, and I would never be able to kiss you again. Then, I would have held onto that kiss forever... "
Darren Lim JinWei ©2005
Yours truly is such a great spender. Yours truly is such a big spender. I hate it when i spend money. But Lyn & Val oso spent money. Then i caught the bug from them. Then i started spending money. From Wisma, to taka, to Scotts, to Hereen, to Cine, to Bugis... Spent a total of $170.. its like wow. U know.. wow!... wad did i buy? Hmmm me.. yeah i bought 4 Shirts, 1 Adidas bag, 2 accessories and 1 wallet.
But is a pretty rocking day. No not coz urs truly spent so much coz yours truly won a beautiful Times watch. Wow. Is like so cool.
Yah... working.. still workin.. school starting.. and fucking stupid gems website. Dumb system. will not elaborate.
And ms jelena ong siying is such a clever gal. yeah so clever. i'm nt being sacarstic u know. but she's a clever gal.. serious! Btw.. impressivd is not a word.
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Posted at 11:11 pm by Dhyk
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Tuesday, October 25, 2005
"If i knew that the last kiss we had, would be the last kiss, and I would never be able to kiss you again. Then, I would have held onto that kiss forever... "
Darren Lim JinWei ©2005
Was watching sum rerun of FRIENDS and got to tell u. No matter how many times u watch it, its still as funny as watching it 4 the 1st time. FRIENDS remain 1 of THE BEST sitcoms ever produced. I'll always lurve the following episodes for its own reason:
(1) Season 02 [95-96]: The One With The Prom Video
It remains one of my best TV episodes man. It showed Ross' true feelings for Rachel and his willingness to sub her date for prom bcoz her original date cancelld out on her or sth. After gettin all dressed up, Ross finds tt Rachel's date did arrive after all and the look on his face... and that whole moment whr everyone was watching... it was abso-fuckin-lutely sweet.
(2) Season 09 [02-03]: The One In Barbados Part I & II
The best part of this whole episode... whr Mike flys all the way 2 Barbados 2 stop Phoebe from getting married to Dave and instead get married to him instead. Don't hav 2 say why this episode rocks. Fuck i'm sorry but i'm just helplessly crazy bout this stuff...
(3) Season 10 [03-04]: The One With Phoebe's Wedding
Yeah. this needs no introduction. It's good. One day, I'm going 2 have my own wedding on the beach with my beautiful gal. And no one can do NOTHING about it! HAHAHAHA.
(4) And obviuosly.. the last 2 episodes of FRIENDS is the best. What a way to end one of TV's best sticoms ever.
Ok yeah i may sound pretty cheesy bout sum of this episodes but look... I'm just a helpless romantic. I've got 2 admit it and i abso-fuckin-lutely don't care what u think coz @ the end of the day, onli 1 person is goona share the moments with me.. and it ain't u.
One good thing... all these helps me 4get one of my biggest setbacks i've suffered so far. I hope to bounce back soon.
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Posted at 01:28 am by Dhyk
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